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[05 Mar 2005|11:22pm] |
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brand new : sudden death in carolina |
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add me & comment to be added
i'm also doing a mini-friends cut,
so comment to be kept or deleted.
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[05 Mar 2005|02:49pm] |
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the used : choke me |
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I think this is perfect for right now...
"It's like a fucking drug deal
I'm sitting here waiting
I'm calling you back
and you won't call me back
and it's fucked up, but at the same
time it just made me want you even worse. "
Okay I'm done updating 438739 times a day,
I just have so much to scream about.
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| Is it worth can you even you hear me? Standing with your spotlight on me |
[05 Mar 2005|10:38am] |
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the taste of ink : the used |
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I'm really sad today, I'm over being mad.
I'm just super sad, yes I said super sad.
Last night I went to skatezone to s2t, I
bought one of their CD's, and honestly,
they realllly impressed me, they really did.
Good Job Boys!
Today I'm at my dads apartment, I love being
here, I love it soo much! Last night I dropped
Lmoody off at Platinum and I'm dying to hear
details about it, call mee.
Okay, I'm gonna go spend quality time with my
dad, yeah right. I'm really gonna go finish
reading The Importance of Being Ernest.
Maybe he'll call me tonight? I can only hope.. =\
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[04 Mar 2005|12:52pm] |
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encore : jay z |
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So i said fuck it and I made plans for tonight,
apparently a phone is too hard to operate. I am
furious, so tonight on my agenda, s2t and getting
krunked with jenna and steph, love those girls!
I realized that this isn't the way to go about it,
but whatever. I definitly picked a bad week to
stop smoking, I'm so stressed..blah =\
Hope everyone has a good weekend...
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[04 Mar 2005|09:01am] |
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brand new : magazines |
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Note to Self:
STOP CARING.
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[03 Mar 2005|04:08pm] |
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john mayer : daughters |
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go ahead, make fun of me all you want.
i was in an icky mood all day, and this relaxed me...
i know i look retarded, but that's okay.
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| almost held up a grocery store, almost did 5 years than 7 more |
[03 Mar 2005|01:30pm] |
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It's just one of those days, I'm not mad at all,
I'm not happy, I'm not sad, but I'm not emotion-less.
It's just all these little things that are agitating me,
like my laundry, my FAVORITE bowling shirt (stfu) now is
stained all over with pink spots. Then I went to pour myself
the LAST glass of Root Beer before I stop drinking soda
and its flat, there's 2 other bottles of soda in there, but
the one that I realllly wanted was flat.
I know its all such little, petty things, but its one of
those days where those little things are killing me. I want
a cigarette so badly, I want to wash my car and just have a
cigarette, but I need to be strong and say, nooooo.
Work was nice last night, I don't know why but I found myself
actually ejoying myself there, for now anyways. I'm going to
my dads this weekend, which means absolutely nothing besides
the fact that I have to drive further east each night, but I
don't mind, I need a break from my mom.
Ugh, I'm gonna go..I need so just sit and breathe and not do
anything. This was lame, excuse the entry, there wasn't a point,
I just needed to ramble.
<3, monster.
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| This is the sound that I make, these are the words that I chose. |
[02 Mar 2005|02:35pm] |
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I just updated last night and I feel that I should update again?
I don't know why it isn't like I have anything to say, I think I'm
just using this to avoid folding my laundry ;x
Today was another FCAT day, and yet again I went to school, this time
in class we watched anchorman, well I slept, and then we started on
Napoleon Dynamite and ended with True Romance, love that movie. I
went to yearbook, sat and listened to Ms V get mad about something again,
and then Jess and I went for sushi. It was good, I need stop going though
I'm spending way too much money, money that I NEED to be saving.
Day two of not smoking, so far so good...but we'll see after work, there's
something about that steakhouse & a cigarette after your shift. I have
to close tonight and I DONT want too, I hate closing because it's so lonely,
I'll be home after 10, not too late.
I want to see Chris, that'd be good, it's been 4 days and I've barely spoken
with him, I hope he's okay, I worry about him. Possibly Friday I won't go to
the s2t show, and we can hang out? I don't know, I'll have to wait and see.
I can't wait to listen to the new Norma Jean CD, Lauren you must bring it
over, and I have THE NOTEBOOK for us to watch at my house, anytime.
I want to take pictures so badly, of anything, I'm only going to have access
to a darkroom for another 2 1/2 months and then who knows when I'll be able
to use another one, gah that's going to drive me nuts.
Alright, well I guess I'm gonna stop writing in this journal, it was very
pointless entry, but for some reason, I felt the need to write it. Hope
everyone has a good night.
<3monster
me: jeremy, wanna go to the pants party?
jeremy: what party? there's no party! just the FCAT
sik tats: no come on jeremy, lets go to the pants party
jeremy: nah, you guys go ahead I have class...
all 10 of us in class today, almost pissed ourselves.
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[01 Mar 2005|10:58pm] |
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I hate lj, i just wrote the best damn entry and it was in "read only"
mode, that makes me so mad.
I want to talk to my bif, and he's m.i.a...:(
on the other hand, once i finish the last of the root beer in my
house i'm going to stop drinkign soda all together, i just drink
way too much of it, but i can't stop til the root beer is gone cause
i have a soft spot for root beer. and i need to quite smoking, so
today i declared that i'm quitting, partly because last night i
smoked my last stoge and today i didnt have any, and partly because
i know that i need to quit, so far 1 day down.
i'm excited for this weekend, i want to go to the s2t show, but we'll see
and saturday i think i'm going to a bbq, la you need to find your phone
i have no way of getting in touch with you unless you are at workkk.
i have basically my entire weekend off from work until sunday at 5, and
i can't wait to have free time <3. oh yes tomorrow i have english AGAIN
for 4 hours, but i'm bringing in napoleon dynamite and dodgeball, so it
should be fun class. me, tuna, sik tats, steph, tommy, jeff and doug :]
okay, i'm gonna go watch raise your voice, SHUT THE FUCK UP.
<3monster
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[28 Feb 2005|09:45pm] |
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atreyu : this flesh a tomb |
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I hate feeling helpless and I hate not knowing what's going on ;x
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[28 Feb 2005|12:00am] |
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I just have to say that I really don't know what I would do without this girl. I know la, random..but its true.
p.s. i need to cut my hair ;x
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| February 23/23.5/24, 2005 fuckers <3 |
[24 Feb 2005|02:21pm] |
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Atreyu was amazing, I'm so glad I decided to go
I love my best friend, she's amazing
There's nothing like getting salt for your ice tea instead of sugar
I have a bif and Jessica has many fwbs<3
I'm about to go attempt to clean out my room, "hardcore" as my mom says
I kinda wish I had to work tonight, but I don't
Oh yes, Lauren showed me 93.1 and I'm glad, thx
Okay, this is pointless.
<3333333333333333333333
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[23 Feb 2005|12:43pm] |
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HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY JENNNNAAAA <3333
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[22 Feb 2005|02:26pm] |
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vitamin c : friends forever haha |
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I told my dad I didn't want to go away from spring break anymore, that means no more costa rica. I told him that because I don't think I'll get the time off from work and unfortunately, I happen to REALLY like my job. Another reason I don't want to ask off for spring break is because I have WAY too many dates in the future to ask off for.
- march 24, Maroon 5
- april 6, my birthday 8-)
- april 9, ashlee simpson<3
- april 15, GREEN DAY & my chemical romance <3!
- april 16 & 17, Tallahassee
- april 22, grad nite
- may 8, sarah mclachlan
- may 12, last day of school for seniors
- may 13, prom
I just can't wait, everything coming up should be great. Ayana so just invited me to come stay in the dorms for my spring break, that would be so much fun. Okay, I'm going to the doctors, the mall to get new sneakers and to get my atreyu ticket. :] <3
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[21 Feb 2005|01:33pm] |
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starting line : im real haha |
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scratch that whole entry i wrote
i decided against it.
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[19 Feb 2005|01:28pm] |
I DONT WANNA GO ON THIS STUPID TRIP...
::prays for flat tire as we leave my house::
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[18 Feb 2005|11:29pm] |
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starting line : bedroom talk |
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There are 3 sides to every story, 1 person's side, the 2nd persons side and then there is the truth, unfortunately, the truth never gets told.
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[17 Feb 2005|04:34pm] |
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| I'll do what it takes til I touch the sky.. |
[13 Feb 2005|12:27am] |
All I can say is I love my new camera SO much and I took so many pictures today, 224 to be exact! I can't wait to go through them all. I'll update about my weekend tomorrow, I'm exhausted and NEED to get some sleep.
<3mandy
p.s. lauren i owe you my life...you are an amazing best friend.
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